Anais Nin: You live like this, sheltered, in a delicate world, and you believe you are living. Then you read a book… or you take a trip… and you discover that you are not living, that you are hibernating. The symptoms of hibernating are easily detectable: first, restlessness. The second symptom (when hibernating becomes dangerous and might degenerate into death): absence of pleasure. That is all. It appears like an innocuous illness. Monotony, boredom, death. Millions live like this (or die like this) without knowing it. They work in offices. They drive a car. They picnic with their families. They raise children. And then some shock treatment takes place, a person, a book, a song, and it awakens them and saves them from death. Some never awaken.



I am posting some pictures up pretty soon. But for are a few things I've been LUSTING over for the past couple of weeks...

Tanja S.
London-based Shoe and Accessories Designer who has me in mind when she designs shoes like this

These shoes aren't available anymore. I contacted the store to see how much these were and if they had my size and they weren't available because they are preparing for Spring /Summer 2010...I better be able to get those shoes...

My 21st Birthday Trip
It's been recommended that I go to Las Vegas for the Big Two-One...I don't know where I want to go yet but whatever I do...Wherever I go, It has to be BIG.

New York Fashion Week Spring/Summer 2011

I'm going... AWESOME!!! Need I say more?

The serenity of having a space of my own


Hello And Yes....

Hello Reader.

What are your expectations for this upcoming year?

I'm curious. It's just that I really entered the new year in a rut. (Not like that is surprising.)
I don't know what I want. I think I entered the year with no expectations. Simply because too many people let me down last year and I'm tired of being disappointed.

So 2010 we're going to best friends.
Because I am not going to expect anything from you. I'm just going to roll with the punches.

There. I said it. FINALLY.


We Are Our Own Devil

Due To the content of the above link...
I'm going to warn you.
Only once.
Here it is:
It'S Rated X